the unmotivated

Last week was my easy week. This week is my hard week. I have to do 23k on Sunday. That�s 2km more than a half marathon. great. And I won�t be able to carb up with my usual Saturday pasta dinner since I have some reception to go to. great. And I don�t know what/don�t have anything to wear (crap I am starting to sound gay). great.

So ever since the �chicks don�t dig guys who are still living at home� episode, I have been seriously thinking about getting a place. Now don�t get me wrong, I�m not thinking of getting a place just so I can get chicks. With my being grumpy all the time and snapping at everyone I think it�s probably best for all parties concerned. No I cannot afford to get my own place. Yes I am driving a car I really can�t afford to drive. No my current job/career is not going anywhere. Yes all the legal/financial jargon and implications are scaring the crap out of me. Hope the bank doesn�t read this.

The resume update/rewrite is about 90% done. But it has been like pulling teeth trying to get motivated to finish it. It�s like half of you is dying to leave this company; the other half does not want to put up with the stress of sending out resumes, job interviews and faking sick days to attend said interviews.

Crap I�m getting a headache.

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