breakfast not working

Last night I did not go running. I did not do much of anything. Most of the night was spent surfing photography sites.

So I’ve been doing this breakfast thing for a week. That is I’m eating breakfast instead of just my usual cup of tea. Eating breakfast is supposed to give me more energy throughout the day. It's supposed to fill me up so I don’t need to eat as much for lunch. Uh, okay that’s not working. Normally, when I don’t eat breakfast, by lunchtime I’m still okay. The past week, after eating breakfast, by 11:30AM I’m hungry. Like I mean freakin, raving famished. I eat the same amount I normally do for lunch. And by 3:00PM I’m all bummed out and tired. I had a Subway foot-long sub for lunch. Now I’m freakin tired. I definitely don’t feel like running after work.

I spent the entire morning reading about BW film. Yes, productive me. I’m freakin sleepy now and I’ve had enough reading about BW film. I’ve had enough of work. I want to go home and take a nap. I wasn’t even up late last night. I have to go mail DA his photos from KR’s wedding. I need to go running. I want to go out and shoot some film and go hang out in the darkroom. I want to have great screaming sex with a hot chick. I want to go sea kayaking and camping. I want to go bum around downtown and do nothing. That’s my entry for today.